Quaver Lyrics

I'm skimming between the surfaces

Of confidence and nervousness

All this shaking is far worse than turbulence

Ignoring disturbances

In search of pertinence

So i can finally begin to start my metamorphosis

I never thought a habit would be this hard to kick

Then again I never thought time would start to move so quick

Never submit, guaranteed to throw a fit, start things and not commit

I will admit if I omit but not a bit if you don't split

The blame, shit for brains, simple and plain, I love to complain, sick of the same

Connect my missing parts with other constellations, contemplating fluctuations, always waiting, no more patience

Seems I'm starving for salvation, but I don't know from what

All these people wanna help, but I would rather self destruct.

I have this constant in my gut it's anxiousness that keeps me stuck

And staying hidden from the sun, can't I finally come undone?

Not living off of crumbs, check to check, in search of funds

Not scared of what's to come instead thrilled to get it done.

Steadily stunned, who am i to become?

Constant conundrum, I'm sick of the humdrum

Take me back to numb tongue, why is the all fun done?

Childhood stopped the second I knew that I had one

What keeps me around if all I wanna do i pout

Love to shout, head in clouds, constantly looking down

Permanent frown, how can I turn this thing back around

No way out, fiending for an itch 'till my junkie's aroused

Doused in doubt, what is this thing really all about?

Suppose to feel safe and [quaver] with my hands around my mouth?

I'd rather not, help undo these knots, cosmonaut, send me far within the stars, please don't ever stop

All we really are is tiny dots, or speckles;

Either way just promise me that we're essential

How can humans be forgettable

With time that's non-extendable

How come I can't just let it go?

Accept the ceaseless ebb and flow

And bask inside an afterglow

I am you and you are me so we are more than merely bodies

We are them and they are us so we are more than nearly copies

Stop your focus on the rotting and begin to start applauding

I've forgotten we're connected, yet alone, don't you get it?

We're all just human