February Energy Lyrics

I don't know what to say, but it just feels kinda off

Got these holes in my brain, a sinking feeling in my heart

Feet glued to a rug incinerating under me

Now what comes next? No time to wait and see

So I can't sleep

Thoughts of everyone I was ever mean to now circling me

Oh eye-writing on the walls, planning betterment goals

Heart still racing from reading Freire and Garry Shandling

Losing ground, I'm slipping

Perpetual motion, losing sight of the mission

Caught myself, now I'm coming back slowly

To feeling February Energy

To feeling February Energy

These weekends of zen reflections and meditative states

But then by Wednesday, I'm brimming with rage

And that's not like me; I've never been angry

Feel it loud out of my soul like I owe to macro memory

Curled up in a balcony hammock

Looking at a bay, bridge, skyline, or dark planet

Crack open my mind, flatten myself with feeling

Find new frameworks for solutions and defining our meaning

Yeah, woah

Losing ground, I'm slipping

Perpetual motion, losing sight of the mission

Caught myself, now I'm coming back slowly

To feeling February

Losing ground, I'm slipping

Perpetual motion, losing sight of the mission

Caught myself, now I'm coming back

Oh now I'm coming back

Oh baby

Now I'm coming back to realizing, "Hey! I'm a person!

And our world keeps turning

And throughout our past and future times

I hope to keep emanating out these glowing orbs of light"