Memory Lyrics

Grappling with my demons

Like every single evening

You must have broken me down at least a thousand times

And now you're never around and all I have these lines

I dreamed of you in a gown maybe I'd make you mine

But you took all of your vows which then you tore and sliced

See you said we were a thing but then you saw that guy

Girl you don't get what you did went off with both our time

If you gon be ignorant then better pay the price

And if I know to forgive it's cause resentment's a knife

You bargained with our chips and I'd still make you my wife

Yeah that garden's filled with weeds that when they grow they just twine

And all those promises you broke now I know they were signs

That I can't count on a chick who's got a heart of ice

Why you so cold

You were trusted with my heart

Cause I thought you'd never leave

But the truth you left me scarred

I'm so broken I could bleed

I thought you would be the one

But you never let this be

So I've written you this song

Just to keep our memory

So many memories

Scared that you're forgetting me

You're in my head obsessively

The room you rent it never leaves

Keep you stored in that void or a polaroid picture

I don't mean to be coy but you don't know how much I miss you

I've been a fool I've been that dude who gave his women all he could

And you say live and I say through and now I'm through with loving you

These arguments you know it's true

They always end misunderstood

To strangle chickens like they goose

I guess my sickness trust abuse

Cause the feeling of abuse it had me comfortable

Got so used to being beaten wasn't love at all

But I needed to feel needed had me glued withdrawals

At the idea of you leaving I could cut my soul

You were trusted with my heart

Cause I thought you'd never leave

But the truth you left me scarred

I'm so broken I could bleed

I thought you would be the one

But you never let this be

So I've written you this song

Just to keep our memory

You were trusted with my heart

Cause I thought you'd never leave

But the truth you left me scarred

I'm so broken I could bleed

I thought you would be the one

But you never let this be

So I've written you this song

Just to keep our memory

Memory