MEDITATION Lyrics

Yeah

Scattered thoughts but

Sometimes some shit just gotta be said

Ya know

Yee

Yo

Yo

Yeah

I kick my feet up

Then I get to thinkin

And writin

Was it all my fault, I ain't decided

I'm priceless

An uncut gem, my nigga, you can't buy this

Can check me

But cannot afford the shit that you confide in

And I just

Hope you know you not me , nigga

You should never try this

Tellin you to be yourself is equally benighted

They keep opinions about me

They must find my ass exciting

I stay away from these niggas

They must find my ass in hiding

Please stay the fuck away from me

On my knees

Energy is trash

Understand

That I like you but don't really need ya ass

I needed the lesson but now that I learned it

I know that, with ease, I'll pass

So you can just pack up yo things and dash

Like you was leaving class

Don't need to repeat the past

Relapse

And let enemies reap havoc on me again

Saw a friend, enemy it is

Saw an enemy, they bleed repent

Got a whiff of me, the reek, the stench

And now to sit with me they need consent

Niggas hatin is the league I'm in

I seem to keep my

Head in my cave, my mind these days

Hope and try not to mind these days

Hope and pray, where is my escape

Believe the worst and I might need faith

Sins I need cleansed, I might need grace

Traumas and fears I can't erase

People whose face you can't replace

And the test of time, I cannot retake

And I know that I'm better but it won't show

Tryna get my point of view like a GoPro

Practice on a daily, tryna go pro

But when I take my work to the court

They like, "so-so"

So

What more do I do

You pride yourself on your ethics

But I work more than you

So caring bout your opinion

Won't be something I do

I hope you winning, my nigga

If I fucking coached you

Look at his pro tools

I got the tech the fucking pros use

Not talking vocals

I'm talking guns

I'm going postal

Like Royal Oak do

Cause anyone within my reach can get it

This what happens when the nicest kid

Get pushed beyond his limits

Now watch em take the story spin it

This just the beginning

They don't speak about beginnings

Just tell you the ending

No exposition

Nor the climax nor the expedition

Just keep you clueless

In the dark like Helen Keller trying to envision red

I had a vision

Said

I had a dream, like Martin king, that we could all be friends

We disagree, start arguing, and now you just a man

He thinks he's king

He's beating me and I off with his head

Then I mediate

Destress

I medicate

These niggas just turned they back

And now they think they ahead of me

Hope I don't get ahead of myself

Niggas hate me cause they know I'm the head of myself

I don't look for fame it's awful

But favors awesome

And loves the greatest

I'm usually hated

For no reason

No explanation for dumb feelings

But look

Hate who I am

Hate how I talk

Hate how I walk

Hate how I rap

Get on your knees

Pray that I fall

Pray to the God that's protected me for years

Cause while they praying on my downfall

God actively works on theirs

I'm getting bored

These niggas soft

But they keep asking for it

I treat em like the bitch who addy

They keep asking for

And spin his block

I'm like a clock

You get the metaphor

That mean I'm spinning until 12 come

One

Nah nah nah

Nah nah nah nah nah

Nah nah nah