Color of the Sun Lyrics

I want for all of my habits

To be somehow fragments

Of all the people I have loved

And not some strange inheritance

From some lost relative

So far removed from all I’ve done

Oh all I’ve done

If you only knew

The color of the sun that I see

When I close my eyes

I’d be blind to the world

Till the madness is gone - left unnamed

Till the turn of the tide

'Cause I can’t hold it in my head

Your hurt In my head

I can’t hold it in my head

But I had the heart to try

And I won't know the names

Of the people you lost, in the wars

You fought on your own

And I won't know the sting

Of the love you forgot, that hit hard

In the stories we told

And I won't know the fear

In your feet as you walk, every night

To a place called home

I can't hold it in my head

Your hurt in my head

I can't hold it in my head

But I had the heart to try

There’s a ringing in my ear

That just won't go away

And it keeps me awake at night

Is it something that I hear

To remind that I need

To forget myself sometimes

Oh I know what it is

To pray for better luck

To hope against your pride

I would be by your side

When your karmic wheel is stuck

And that still won’t make it right

Cause I can't hold it in my head

Your hurt in my head

I can’t hold it in my head

But I had the heart to try

Still have the heart to try