Loner's Paradise Lyrics

Navigating through this world by my lonesome

Asking God if he'd cool enough to throw me something

Room full people but I'm lonely still

Void in my heart that I wish I could fill

Numbed all feelings but wish I could feel

I guess all these drugs are to blame

I mean the liquor fuck it I guess it's one in the same

Not talking sugar but my life sweeter before aged

Just like some wine, they life gets better with time

Im feeling different cause time keeps on kill my vibe

And i'm exhausted tired of always burying mine

I damn near lost it when my homie got put in the ground

But through it all I promise y'all I'm tryna smile but its hard

Feel like it can't ask no one help

That's why put my feelings up and stack em on a shelf

Heart steady bleeding I'm damn near thinking it would melt

Drowning in emotions I guess I'm not like mr. Philes

Face sagging a belt won't help all my stress in left undealt

Panic attacks make my world unreal, now tell me how I'm supposed to deal

When Daily life don't have no thrill, I guess I'm just supposed to chill

I just wanna heal tired of taking pills

I been feeling like some roller coaster hills

Up and down up and down with these fucking feels

When no one else around I be talking to myself saying

Tryna love myself but the world doesn't help

I guess I'm on my own better tighten up this belt

I walk alone road but I still expect a guess

I just hope you see my soul and see the passion that kept

Though I feel alone I know it's people that would help

So please just show me love while I'm climbing out the depths