Forever Lyrics

Ever felt like you lost it all

Ball in your hands with a chance to score

Knees weak arms heavy and your back sore

You need a win MJ'ing in your Concords

You dig deep Bobby Hurly tapping on the floor

You wanna quit instead you coming back for more

Fast forward to that life that you living now

Last dollar and your girl out running wild

She started from a have not to a have got

Now she showing ass shots on her laptop

Make a nigga wanna go out and kill something

This damn woman got your brain thumping, heart pumping

Changed your whole world thought you would settle down

She got you running round town like a fucking clown

Slipped up and got her pregnant on y'all last dance

It's either yours or your fucking right hand man, damn

Who could I trust in this cold world

Six months later here comes my baby girls

Ten days, ten days is all I had

I lost one of my daughters now I'm a dad

What kind of GOD take a kid for you

The same GOD turn around take a rib from you

Understand why my faith not strong

And why I'm so detached when he read them psalms

Remain calm in the eye of the storm

Things happen I deal adapt and move on

Next chapter thought i found the woman of my dreams

Jokes on me it ain't always what it seems

Maybe I moved fast searching for forever

Somethings don't last I never found forever

I lost all respect I just came to accept

An easy way out so I hopped on that jet

I did not fret, I did not falter

My son lost a mentor my daughter lost a father

That's the shit I deal with on the daily

Baby moms won't Skype they worried bought pay me

I got divorced, I ain't skip one beat

I admit I was out in these streets

If it one thing it's the damn other

I'm so disgusted how they treat my grandmother

They staying at the crib having kid after kid

Boyfriends coming home doing bid after bid

My on crack sucking dick for that shit

What type of shit is this I'm overseas pissed

In the grand scheme of things it just is, what it is

Everybody got a right to choose the life that they live

And I could care less if I air family biz

This is Kash talking that real life shit

Far from a man that I'm destined to be

In a way GODS will still working through me

As man new values been instilled in me

At one point just had to be real with me

Still I take chances with the cards I am handed

Still got scars from a life that needs bandage

Opening up to new feelings gotta manage

The new me well y'all gotta thank

I'll never turn my back on my craft ever again

I gotta put my soul in the record and let it spin

I knew all along that I was destined to win

I picked up my pad, my glass, and then my pen

You have no idea self doubt held me back

No metaphors funny shit homie that's real rap

I provide all facts so when y'all view my lifestyle

Fans identify with them words I write down