Revenge On The Soul Lyrics

Can't believe it

Anger boiling

Can't ignore it

Yelling for help I need it

They gone push me off the edge

I bet

Something's keeping me

Acting out is rising in me

In ways I've never seen

Unprecedented every minute

I'm livid and burden stricken

Head's hot in the heat of

The moment

Don't need no sympathy or no tear

You can toss your condolence

Right off the deep end

Where I tend to be

Since I lost my focus

And if you cared to get this

I'll mention

It's different

I've witnessed so many dark phases

A miracle my mind's still in tact

Some people use you up

When done you're on the curb

Like you're trash

And some abuse you up

When done they take a step back

And laugh

But don't they know I got more

Than nerve to retaliate back

Nah

Fight's not mine

I tried but it's not my time

Go to war for what I love on any day

And any given night

Beam the light up and I'm there

On sight

Held em up and now

Look at me bout to break

Like I'm losing might

Sight dim like I'm losing light

Was up then was losing life

And I felt em taunt my downfall

Even seen it all

I took a mental picture

Tho you'd find it there online

Might fly off the handle

And spiral, act paralyze

Cuz I can't move

In this mindset

Lash out what I can't do

Cuz I might set it off

Blow up like I hate to

Think I might have one shot

Might not get a take two

Better make do

I will never cheer if they lose

Or if they fool around and

Land right in a pit the same as mine

I would still reach out a hand

Like lemme aid you

(Aid you)

Quick tempered's the way God wired me

Been cool the last 8 years

So don't go and light up no fire in me

Take some steps on back

If your goals ain't too inspiring

Once an extrovert

Leave me 'lone I gotta find my peace

Cuz if you know you know

Then you know just how I kinda be

Anger in my blood

Makes it boil

A whole thousand degrees

Too hard to fight back anymore

Feel like I gotta breathe

If I release I'm outta control

Right when I break the leash

And you can find me out

Onna roll

I feel it cutting deep

Wild I got revenge on the soul

This isn't norm for me

Don't wanna have a heart that is cold

So do it gotta be

Don't answer that it's rhetorical

A voice then speaks to me

And what's it say

Dear child I seen it all

Sorrows felt em too

Don't leave today seeking revenge

Cuz that might be the end of you

In this time of pain and grief

Think about what's right and true

And pray like your life's depending on it

Cuz it really do

Nigh unto those that are brokenhearted

'Member that I am

Tugging all on those who have departed

'Member that I am

Elevating you to the uncharted

'Member that I am

Greater and above your circumstances

Cuz I am I am

Better than this

Got sense talked in me

Running plays

With the court vision

When I'm more livid

Tend to build up with more vengeance

And in store is a work of art

I'm endorsing it

Feeling more gifted

Bump laws

I ignore physics

And of course it is

All God

Never forcing it and

Out the door it is

For the ones that ever wished the worse

For me

I'll never let up off the gas

Like I'm flooring it

You can take that to the bank!

Yeah I'ma tumble

But never will stop

My whole life story'll put em in shock

Down at my worst

Something had unlocked

Stack up the bars like

I load at the dock

Set it in motion and letting it rock

Feel the ground quaking

Whenever I drop

I'm out here moving like I'm

On a clock

I know

Don't get so worked up when they working me

The situations I've encountered

Something that I've never seen

That's not to say that

Others ain't seen

More worse things

A trial it is of my faith

God please help my unbelief