reality of captivity Lyrics

I'm saying sorry to my friends

Cause they all doubt I'll

Put a bullet in my head

See that I'm drowning

In my blood is where I sit

High as a mountain

Take a picture of my death

So you can laugh about it

Cause I'm spinning spinning spinning on this carousel, this carousel

And I can not scratch the feeling that I'm going to hell, that I'm going to hell

I feel like a cigarette just pull me in

Guess I'm the thing that you regret

Is that why you tried to crush me

Why the fuck are you upset

Weren't you the one that fucked my friend

And I know your listening

So won't you hold my hand

I feel like a cigarette just pull me in

Guess I'm the thing that you regret

Is that why you tried to crush me

Why the fuck are you upset

Weren't you the one that fucked my friend

And I know your listening

So won't you hold my hand

Guess you can say that I'm obsessed

Or that I'm stressed

Over things that don't matter

But that's just what they say

I don't care anyways

Whatever makes you feel better

Just pop a Vicodin play pretend

It's okay to lie to me we're not friends

You can't hurt what's damaged fuck the static

Screamed my name every time I tucked you in

Just pop a Vicodin play pretend

It's okay to lie to me we're not friends

You can't hurt what's damaged fuck the static

Screamed my name every time I tucked you in

Cause I'm spinning spinning spinning on this carousel, this carousel

And I can not scratch the feeling that I'm going to hell, that I'm going to hell

I feel like a cigarette just pull me in

Guess I'm the thing that you regret

Is that why you tried to crush me

Why the fuck are you upset

Weren't you the one that fucked my friend

And I know your listening

So won't you hold my hand

I feel like a cigarette just pull me in

Guess I'm the thing that you regret

Is that why you tried to crush me

Why the fuck are you upset

Weren't you the one that fucked my friend

And I know your listening

So won't you hold my hand

Guess you can say that I'm obsessed

Or that I'm stressed

Over things that don't matter

But that's just what they say

I don't care anyways

Whatever makes you feel better