Vacation ft. Juma Mufasa Lyrics

Can I leave?

I don't wanna stay

I wanna flee

I don't wanna stay

We all want a sense of belonging

I feel this isn't my place of belonging

So I'm packing my belongings

I'm going on vacation

My mind's become toxic

Now I gotta sort em out like I owe myself

Blind tryna find myself

Paranoid and I get annoyed I feel like nobody gets me

And they all out to get me

Only a few really care for me

The weights on my shoulder, can I rest at last?

Closest I get to shade on this desert is this cactus

Lost in the series of events like a Tv show

Keep it a hundred I'm breaking bad

I never let it show

I just want the pain to show

Let my real thoughts flow

I just want the pain to show

It don't make me weak but stronger though

Can I let it go?

I'm so tired of holding on yhh

Can I let it go?

I'm so tired of holding on

[I just wanna let it go]

Can I let it go?

I'm so tired of holding on

[I just wanna let it go]

Can I let it go?

I said, a conscience is a lot to carry

To mask the pain I turn to Jim Carrey

I get dumber and dumber

Speaking to God like I'm Bruce Almighty

Make me a free man I feel trapped in the mental

And I'm going mental

Don't believe the dental

Flossing out my 32s even when depressed

My mind is a slum but I smile through the stress

I got all these issues that I got to address

Food for thought let these readers digest

Stick the script before I digress

I just wanna trip out my mind

Peace of mind I try to find

On this road you no you got no luggage

So you ain't got to bring no baggage

Cos life is way too heavy to carry

Life is way too heavy to carry

Can I let it go already

These weights so heavy

It's making my conscience weigh me

F it I feel so helpless

Can I let it go already (go already)

These weights so heavy (way too heavy)

It's making my conscience weigh me

F it am feeling so helpless

Then I result to anger and I'm reckless (and am reckless)

And the cycle goes on

And I result to anger then I'm reckless (I go reckless)

The cycle goes on

Can I let it go?

I'm so tired of holding on yhh

Can I let it go?

I'm so tired of holding on

[I just wanna let it go]