Absurdity Lyrics

Why so wide eyed

Big white eyes

Another can of worms should not try

All my time

You side eye

I don't need your shit

Cut these ties

Said I'd keep myself together

You tore right through the header

Said I'd keep myself together

Why you always pain me

Always acting

Private eye (Actin' private eye)

You run me 'round

And I don't wanna play this game again

Can't talk your way out of this one

I wont give in the end

Keep fucking with my head

It'll all just end

It ends a bloody mess

Make it out to be less

Sacrifice my head space

It was all just a mess

It was all just a mistake

So let me know again

When will you stop pretending

And give me some sort of compensation

For all the absurdity

Bitch, it's hurting me

Cut me open so deep

Broken bones, won't be beat

I guess I'll just learn to be alright

And I tell myself

It's okay

I pick up all of the bad habits

Cope with the pain

They all ask if I'm alright

And the answer is not

(Ignored cause you could barely control me)

(My brain was all over the floor)

(Scream and cry about your selfless help)

(Was it really all that you whore)

Alright

Alright

Here I go again

Another night I spent alone again

Just to play pretend

I run around in a circle leave my thoughts

Just desert them

I'm mindless in my own respect

Words timeless

At least that's what they said

And I don't know anymore

We did not have good rapport

Did u mean what you said

You don't want me out of this

You don't want to mend this shit

So give me some sort of compensation

For all the absurdity

Bitch it's hurting me

Cut me open so deep

Broken bones won't, be beat

I guess I'll just learn to be alright

And I tell myself

It's okay

I pick up all of the bad habits

Cope with the pain

They all ask if I'm alright

And the answer is not