Niggalation$ 2:22 Lyrics

Yeah

So What's it like

Living a life without being alive in it

I'm loosing a lot and I should start Finding it

I'm mourning inside, something has Died in me

Yeah

Lately I've been feeling like I'm not Even acting like me

Like how the fuck should I be

Completed when I'm missing a peace

And all reality has been giving me is

So bleak and it actually feels like a dream

Yeah

With all the stains on my soul

Makes the blessings hard to receive

And even hard to build a bond with The Lord man

But I'm still grateful for all

Because he clearly made my heart out Of gold

But even with a heart made up of Gold

I still can't give my lady the love she Deserves

And no doubt she's always smiling And all

And that her smile makes every

Problem feel like it's not even a Problem at all

Yeah

I love my lady but I wish that I can Give her more

I wish to have peace but my words Start up a war

It's getting deeper and it is less better Than ever before man

Yeah

And I keep loosing up a lot of friends

Cause I always just come up as rude

But I'm the nicest person to ever do Nothing nice to you

So what's it like

Living a life without being alive in it

I'm loosing a lot and I should start Finding it

I'm mourning inside, something has Died in me

I'm loosing a lot something has died In me

Yeah

There's so many sacrifices that I still Have to sacrifice

And when I look at the time it's Really not on my side

My life's moving too fast and I need To slow it down

Should I be flossing around or should I just settle down

Do I look happy outside cause I'm Really breaking inside

Will I keep wearing a mask or will I Show all my scars

Am I being a man if I grow P's in my Pockets

Do I proceed in the name of love or Should I be cautious

Is it right for to have a history with Issues to trust

Yeah

And with no reason I still find

Trusting somebody completely just Hard

I think I'm dying inside and I can't Find all the answers

I'm loosing parts of me

But you know I'm very happy with

Keeping the part where I am with You

And Thank you for holding me

Down cause sometimes I'm really

Just Weighting on you, really Weighting on you