A Letter From Your Son Lyrics

Another year has passed

I aint hearing you I hope you hearing us

I hope you're feeling proud, I hope you feel the love

I hope its you who picked me up when I was nearly done

I swear I think about you every day, sometimes I wanna scream

Or wake up from this mess but sadly this is not a dream

And it seems like its only getting worse now

Its hard for me to not talk about you in every verse now

Sitting at your funerals wishing we could reverse

I was meant to show you the world this isn't what you deserved

I was meant to buy you a house I just wanted to see you stress free

You made sure we were good then you struggled until the next week

Its hard to be happy when I reflect cause every time I do

I get reminded of all the pain that you were fighting through

They say it gets easier and I think that's lie as you

Get older you just have more distractions to help you hide the truth

All these questions I don't know how to answer

Life is hard but its harder learning without a father

Felt myself gong down a path till I found my karma

I was out of hope while the other kids were out of data

When we lost dad its like half of me wasn't there

I started to understand and you started losing your hair

They said you didn't have long its so hard for me to prepare

Holding your cold hands like why can't it be me in there

You weren't here to see me starting and then finishing high school

You weren't here when I was ready just to give up on life

You weren't here when I dropped the ball and I picked up a mic

You wont be there for the time when i have some kids and a wife

I guess thats why I'm hesitant to love

I was young but I can't help but think I never did enough

Just for you, I'm standing tall and I aint ever gonna run

I hope you hear me, this is just another letter from your son