One More Pill Lyrics

I haven't said a prayer in five years, cat's got my tongue

And it's pretty hard to speak with all the smoke in my lungs

Live my life around drugs, live my life chasin' paper

Livin' for the now like I don't believe in the later

And you never really know how life is gonna change you

Grown up but all the memories still chase you

Mom lookin' out the window heated

Dad walked out on us again

I saw him leavin'

Why pops don't love me?

Guess I'm no fun to play with

But I ain't have no Uncle Phil to go and stay with

So I'm out on that concrete Dorchester Ave.

Layne Cobain on my Dorchester swag

Back on the block right outside St. Gregory's

I can't get away, I'm still haunted by the memories

Can't shake the past, it's with you 'til you die

But one more pill and I'ma call it a night

One more (one more) might be too much

But one more (one more) never feels like enough

One more (one more) might be too much

But one more (one more) never feels like enough

I'm gone

I'm gone

I'm gone

I'm gone

Too paranoid to sleep, paranoid enough to cock it

'Cause my O-line can't protect me in the pocket

I feel everything changin' and I don't know how to stop it

'Cause even your homies will leave you layin' for a profit

We used to play football outside Aileen's house

And place bets on who'd be the first in Aileen's mouth

Switch to plan B in an OC drought

These niggas say they got somethin', better see what they about

Awkward like Ron Jeremy in a room full of nuns

Tryin' to act calm in a room full of guns

Old nigga dressed in yellow, Hulk Hogan

Tryin' to fuck the game, no Trojan

He got too excited at the thought of me havin' to owe him

So I'ma put metal in his face like Anquan Boldin

Faced with the anxiety of makin' his girl a widow

But one more pill and I'm cool as the other side of the pillow

One more (one more) might be too much

But one more (one more) never feels like enough

One more (one more) might be too much

But one more (one more) never feels like enough

I'm gone

I'm gone

I'm gone

I'm gone

I write down life in between the paper's margins

I write down life just exactly how I saw it

I'm tryin' to paint you a picture just like an artist

And if you tell me I'm lyin', I'll have to beg your pardon

That Heroin Habit did more damage than good

And if I wasn't so high, I'd have realized that it would

Feelin' like DiCaprio in "The Departed"

And you can call it what you want, but I call it being honest

I'm so Tony Soprano, she's so Jen Melfi

Sittin' in that office, tryin' her best to help me

Vodka and Ativan, it so didn't help me

These feelings are so foreign, I've never felt these

Feelin' so alone, feelin' so entrapped

Feel so out of control, I can't get my life back

Flirtin' with the thought of havin' a relapse

'Cause one more pill just might be enough to bring her back

Like that

One more (one more) might be too much

But one more (one more) never feels like enough

One more (one more) might be too much

But one more (one more) never feels like enough

I'm gone

I'm gone

I'm gone

I'm gone