Prelude Lyrics

Time in an opulence

And every moment's a luxury

Every second is vital as oxygen and

I'm perplexed by a wealthier younger me

Every tik of a clock is ominous

Cause soon enough I'll be 6 feet underneath

So to not waste my time is just common sense

And I'll body anyone under me but

Undermining another is popular cover when you know your skill is embarrassing

So rather than looking for beef, I'm more focused on me, I'll look good by comparison

Look maybe I'm arrogant, but I know my worth, my words are my garrison

My flow and my cadence show greatness, l simonized both and I rhyme bout my Narrative

Unapologetically me

On a stage is where imma be

I belong on top of a beat

Unapologetically

I've been a fucking wreck, mindlessly shambling

With an internal monologue that keeps rambling

My ruminating thoughts clog up my mental

And during bouts of mania, it turns from one to several

Yeah since the age of 8, I've realized that I'm manic

Always overwhelmed by emotion, crumbling and panicking

Until I'm so depressed that every day became a daze

And since high school I been dissociating

Add to that a lack of self control, and a lack of focus

And it wasn't like nobody noticed

My hyperactive disposition had me acting in a way where I couldn't think, I'd only speak

So I was constantly bullied

But my worst problem, probably self awareness

Which would spiral into self hatred and anguish

And with substance abusive tendencies inherent in my genes

It's no surprise that I became an addict

I spent the first 17 years of my life insecure

So much so that I let everyone treat me like dirt

And once i learned to stand up for myself, I got worse

Instead of peace I grew an ego, thinking it was self worth

Until I got more mature and I realized I became a dick

Then got diagnosed with bipolar, and then assumed I was broken

Being afraid that every action i could make i would regret

I lost my whole sense of identity

When we die, two things that we leave behind

Our aesthetic and how we made people feel inside

The best thing I could do is become the most healthy version of myself

In hopes that everyone I know will say I did them well

I'm the both the blacksmith and sword, the anvil and hammer

I'm the reason I speak but also stutter and stammer

I'm my half clever lyrics, but my substandard grammar

I'm my own unique experience to channel and master

And I'm using this music to remind me of who I am

And I stay humble bout my talents despite how much I brag

I ain't a hypocrite, I'm a hypothesis

A living test to if hard work could lead to solace

I ain't a hypocrite, I'm a hypothesis

A living test to if hard work could lead to solace

Unapologetically me

On a stage is where imma be

I belong on top of a beat

Unapologetically

Unapologetically me

On a stage is where imma be

I belong on top of a beat

Unapologetically