Falling Down ft. Mozell Lyrics

Why do I try when I know that I'ma fail

I know that I cant prevail

I just live in constant rain but lately its been start to hail

It just pours in my mind so bad I could start to sail

Creeping in is all the thoughts of maybe I should try and bail

Cause lately I've been falling down like some dominoes

Tragedy on a roll

Gravity tryna hold, me back at this point

Yea I don't know if I'm meant to have a soul

Life is always tryna troll

Please tell me that you hear this

Tell me that I'm not the only one who just be chilling in his feelings

Tell me I just gotta deal with

All the fucking shit that life's throwing and there's no point in healing

I'm locked away in my head

And I don't wanna cry but

Every single time that I think about life I

Think bout' taking mine

Cause I don't wanna try and learn to live with the pain in my mind

Oh why, is it easier to cover up your scars

Instead of dealing with the problems in your heart

Causing you to fall apart

Causing you to make a mess and never know where to start

When you reach out

If you reach out

Let me know cause I'll be here and I'ma be proud

All I think about is how to save the world

And maybe save a girl

But I can't save myself

No, I can't save myself

Somebody save me

Cause lately I've been falling down like some dominoes

Tragedy on a roll

Gravity tryna hold, me back at this point

Yea I don't know if I'm meant to have a soul

Life is always tryna troll

Wake up with no energy, just misery, and I'm feeling less

But it really ain't no mystery

You don't send for me when I'm in distress

I got way too much on my mental

I got dread and it's existential

Heavy thoughts and they confidential

Only safe with note pad and pencil

I got this hole in my heart and this weight on my chest

And it's making it harder to breathe

Don't like to talk about it

Every time that I do I burn up like a hundred degrees

I post up with my twin and they calling me Zen-Oh

Stacking chips like we in a casino

Aint drinking liquor this San Pellegrino

Whip a Nine Eleven up in Reno

Got too much time to myself

Gotta find the right help

Don't wan' die by myself

Yea I don' tried by myself

Got no tears up in my eyes so I can't cry out for help

I'm sick of lying, say that I'm fine

Every day feels like I'm dying

And I can't close my eyes

I see demons on my eyelids

And they get violent

Only question on my mind is

Why do I try when I know that I'ma fail

I know that I cant prevail

I just live in constant rain but lately its been start to hail

It just pours in my mind so bad I could start to sail

Creeping in is all the thoughts of maybe I should try and bail

Cause lately I've been falling down like some dominoes

Tragedy on a roll

Gravity tryna hold, me back at this point

Yea I don't know if I'm meant to have a soul

Life is always tryna troll