Hold Me Closer ft. Mozell Lyrics

Hold me closer when I've fallen

And I can't get up

All I do is seem to lose and it just ain't add up

No it ain't add up

Demons in my mind, back up

No I cannot cry, act tough

I don't know if I could ever really find a love, oh

I don't really know if I could find someone

But I'ma find myself when I find my gun

Staring down my barrel

Walking the line between death and alive

Should I give up or should I really try, again

I don't really wanna die again

But its been getting really hard to wanna try again

Wanna find a friend

Wanna find me a shorty that is mine again

Who would ride for me, slide for me

Who'd maybe fucking die for me

Cause if I died right now who would cry for me?

Cause I don't know anybody who loves me

Or who trusts me

Or who would

Hold me closer when I've fallen

And I can't get up

All I do is seem to lose and it just ain't add up

No it ain't add up

Demons in my mind, back up

No I cannot cry, act tough

I don't know if I could ever really find a love, oh

Find a lover

Find someone who would hold me close cold under covers

Find someone who would watch my back

As I go and attack demons from the world under

Feeling like I'm underwater

Heart been slaughtered

Tried to reach out, but nobody bothers

Fuck friends guess I'm gonna be the shot caller

Be the big baller that they could only dream to be

But it's hard tryna walk alone

When you have no friends

And you have no home

When you got no place that you wanna go

Yea it gets real cold when there's no one to

Hold me closer when I've fallen

And I can't get up

All I do is seem to lose and it just ain't add up

No it ain't add up

Demons in my mind, back up

No I cannot cry, act tough

I don't know if I could ever really find a love, oh

(Aye)

Tried to escape like every day but I fell deep inside the void

I've been searching high and low but I can't seem to find my joy

And every time I talk about it they all seem to be annoyed

So just don't worry about it, I'ma hold it in

I try hard to never fold

But I get close and you should know

That I'm a mess when I'm alone

And that's just indisputable

And I can't prove I ain't a monster

Feel like this the crucible

So just take me away

Just take me away

Hold my head above the water

Turn my fire pit to ice

No more feeding into drama

Try not to be victimized

As soon as I start feeling better, all my demons notify

They don't wanna bring me closure

They just wanna

Hold me closer when I've fallen

And I can't get up

All I do is seem to lose and it just ain't add up

No it ain't add up

Demons in my mind, back up

No I cannot cry, act tough

I don't know if I could ever really find a love, oh