FIND ME ft. 16raheem & Syl Messi Lyrics

How can I live up to expectations expecting greatness

Perform live on the stages while quoting lines from the pages in my notes app

While steady climbing to the top where all the goats at

Feel like I'm off season cole I'm so close to that

Like we related inna sense

While I rap bout dark past and how I kept my innocence

Inner peace from pieces of greedy ego who wanted more

Picturing my canvas work the paint like I was 34

I don't come from rich family we all grew up poor

More or less cause less was all we had and all we could afford

Member times when I was little in back seat of grandma Ford

And she told me god within me means my momma raising lords

Cause a sinner I was born

Family Ties already torn

And niggas doing baby mommas dirty like this shit was porn

See I grew up in environment survival wasn't taught

But was shown through the actions of the actors playing fraud

Talking Instagram tuff guy you pussy up in real life

He fluffy on the outside yet inside he soft

How to be a Twinkie talk

All his clout was just store bought

Following the same trends

Russian bot you should called

All the fakes play the real butt inject no tummy tuck

If you could move around the weight you wouldn't need no fucking help

Cause every body wanna carry

Every body play the ref

But in life no black and white

We all are grey like Saba said

Damn Don't how much of it to believe

Cause all I've seen was the darkness

And all I've been was deceived

Always grew up making wishes

All the stars aim at me

I just wanted to come home to place filled with peace

Reason why I fight so hard

Cause I remember vividly the feelings being young Jalen

How that shit used to be

Getting bullied on the daily begging someone to help me

When left me for dead when it awoke in my mind

That nobody gonna save you

So why ask em' to try

I doubted god but I still kept my head in the skies

Cause if I fall too the world will I ever arise

If I am destined for greatness why failure clouding my mind

I'm tryna live out my dream but doubt before I try

I'm shouting out clever verse for help I bawl and I cry

I'm drowning deeper in madness my message should show you why

Call it an even exchange

Sacrifice that dream life so I can live to be great

And grow high into fame hoping my mind stay the same

And I don't the magazines make me blow out my brain

I've through realest of pain mental strength I had gained

And every single demon came with some wisdom they gave

My age is just 17 yet I've seen more than elders

Gotta carve out my legacy generational welder

You gotta paint yo canvas the way you wanna see it

I cant work for no boss cuz I'm too high to riot

Lotta y'all don't do the learning you too fly to try it

Ask me in fifteen years that a be why you dying

I Lost weight pounds and grams had to change my diet

And I ain't talking bout the european types

Your opinion is your opinion it's your right

But that don't mean that you're right

Agree to disagree we not gon fight

You don't have the same name as me then

We do not share that plight

Mental health vacation in LA

I'm bout to take that flight

I can't bare myself to live with lies

I had to make it right

I went through a tunnel but the light it always stayed in sight

But maybe I'm built different how I keep going

I can't tell people how to keep going

When I ain't knowing what they brainstorming

Man is it wrong if I hold them up to my standard and they ain't meet it

Gotta vision of a master plan but i'm too young man I cant lead it

Had to keep growing

Dave Chappelle last time you seen someone punchlines this good

And they ain't comedic

When I get higher I'm a modern genius

Get introspective

In my thoughts get big reflective

Either I'm smart or Im super slow can't call it gotta triple check it

I was always learning what the love about

You was always focused what the hate about

Tryna find sum new to debate about

Tryna gain the clout that's a lamer route

A lotta y'all fail to realize I don't give a fuck bout the norm standard

Jealousy it lies in ya eyes boa that compliment was so backhanded

I been grinding for some years just to get nice enough to be recognized

Seen the homie DJ caught up bout life had a full circle moment

Always proud of the journey never no hate can't forget the love component

Been knowing he was going to the league since we was like eleven - nine

Moving up the next level nah

Apologize how my mind drifting

I be wondering what heaven bout rip Pop smoke I'll tell em bout

How they hate til you die giving out the flowers when they start decaying

Hate visualizing death all the bad scenarios are replaying

Don't even wanna be speaking the personal part of it

Come from the heart of it

It make me bend never break like some cartilage

That be the hardest shit

Pain in my starter kit

But I'm really in the present living in it

I'm really independent everything I'm doing man I really did it

Can't watch someone else go and live it

You gotta put the time and grind to work and learn something

I was somewhere getting money I ain't go to homecoming

You either in it or you not going

Me I get real cryptic with the wisdom like I was stock growin

I forever have pain that I'm not showing

One six

If you looking for me you gon find me you gon find me

It's all lonely at the top don't remind me don't remind me

I'm all alone yeah

If you looking for me you might find me