Girl I Was Lyrics

Ain't it something how I look back at before

My mind consumed and obsessed

With people I met and all sorts of problems

That I don't even remember no more

Ain't it something how the pain can take all your body and mind

You're bawling every day and night but once it's gone

It all becomes

So easy to forget what it's like

Was it all a dream or am I

Somebody different now

Scarring memories

The details difficult to recall

Trying to believe the dark's behind me

And I'll stay strong

Because the girl that I was is gone

Ain't it something how I pleaded and I swore

That it was love

But it was just

Another guy that I let myself fall head over heals for

Ain't it something how it tolled on me

How I lost my mind and did so desperately

Again and again like I was addicted

To finding a person who I could adore

Was it all a dream or am I

Somebody different now

Scarring memories

The details difficult to recall

Trying to believe the dark's behind me

And I'll stay strong

Because the girl that I was is gone

Gone, yeah she is gone, yeah she is gone

Like the stars in the sky

Gone, yeah she is gone

Look carefully there's trace of her in these eyes

That kind of pain stays deep inside

Ain't it something how nobody else can ever really

Know what it's like

Was it all a dream

I'm somebody different now

Scarring memories

The details difficult to recall

Trying to believe the dark's behind me

And I'll stay strong

Because the girl that I was is gone

The girl that I was is gone

The girl that I was is gone

The girl that I was is gone