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Watching all I had go bad to worse

Last chance and this time it had to work

Howd this life find me

The bottom reminds me

When I had nothing man I had it all

Was wondering blindly

Now I think it's likely

How I was flying I was bound to fall

Felt like a second all it takes to be deadened

One moment live like legend

The next you feel like a peasant

I tried that YOLO had that fomo

Now that one life has lessened

If I had just one more chance to do it

Would live like life is a Blessing

I had it money sex love drugs

Take that give me peace

Trust you can put me on the street

If I got family with me

Funny how the things you need

Never change the more you eat

And how the people that will give

Never change the more you keep

Worthless, I can't conceal, that's how I feel

Cause I pushed everyone away that had the nerve to keep it real

Desperate, I can't conceal, that's how I feel

Don't think that anyone could love me,

So pop that zan and take a pill

Watching all I had go bad to worse

Last chance and this time it had to work

Howd this life find me

The bottom reminds me

When I had nothing man I had it all

Was wondering blindly

Now I think it's likely

How I was flying I was bound to fall

I have to wake up and listen

Indecision keeping me trapped

Looking back now reminiscing

I've been living stuck in the past

There's so much more I was more I missing

I was wishing I could be glad

I just hoped it'd be different things would glisten the more I had

But they didn't

Ambition gave me a prison

Was using pride as the piano and my hate was rhythm

Now I'm wishing was really dead when I thought I was living

All the privilege I was given was pointless without vision

It's hard but I'm to blame

I need mercy I'll let them hurt me

Pretended like I was worthy

And nothing can ease the pain

My ego keeping me dirty

Lost my friends along way

Watching all I had go bad to worse

Last chance and this time it had to work

Howd this life find me

The bottom reminds me

When I had nothing man I had it all

Was wondering blindly

Now I think it's likely

How I was flying I was bound to fall