Every Night Lyrics

I'm fucked up mentally and I don't talk about it

For my sister and my brothers go to war about them

My Father he abandoned me it's hard to love somebody

Bout my girl and my gang you know it's up bout them

I thank god for my mama I wouldn't be here without her

I was posted every day hustling for a dollar

I ain't never ask for shit I went out and got it

I been dealing with depression it be hard to fight it

I been lied to all my life so ion trust shit

Fuck my daddy side them ppl can't ask me for nothing

How you take advantage of son I ain't know nothing

Lying telling me that you my uncle now that's something

They said I need to talk to you

Ion wan talk bout shit

I done wasted all these years looking for you and shit

Come to find out you don't want me and shit

Fucked up put my all in this shit

I live a fucked up life

Yea them ppl did me wrong I think about every night

I had a hard ass life

I was lonely every night

I was grinding every night

I done cried every night

I live a fucked up life

Yea my daddy did me wrong I think about every night

I had a hard ass life

I was lonely every night

I was grinding every night

I done cried every night yea yea

I take the drugs to numb the pain I feel it taking over

Episodes getting badder I just pray it's over

Went from a boy to a man at a young age

I had to fill my daddy shoes cause he was bitch made

Parade season jacking shit making plays

Stayed away cause nowadays niggas bitch made

Hard days every day man I miss day

Chest pain heart ache this like every day

Sleep paralysis I can't wake up now

Fighting demons tryna make it out I can't make it out

Man them ppl tryna bring me down

I can't let them ppl bring me down I ain't going back down

Intoxicated I can't talk rn

I'm fucked up I can't talk rn please talk rn

Traumatized flashbacks got me going thru it

All this pain on my mind I don't kno how I do it

I live a fucked up life

Yea them ppl did me wrong I think about every night

I had a hard ass life

I was lonely every night

I was grinding every night

I done cried every night

I live a fucked up life

Yea my daddy did me wrong I think about every night

I had a hard ass life

I was lonely every night

I was grinding every night

I done cried every night