Dirty Mirrors ft. Rivilin Lyrics

Why do I seek

What I know will destroy

I chase only vices

With your hand around my throat

You carry razor blades

On the tip of your tongue

With a glass-eyed smile

I thought here id burn up

I tried my best to be something for you

But we both know im not enough

I see the way you stare at them

Like they're the one you really want

I got this fever down in hell when I was running searching for my soul

I met a devil down here, he placed a curse on me, and now you're all I want

Doesn't help that this devil mocks me in every way that I see fit to live

Doesn't help that I'm disgusted but myself and the person you've become

Thought burning my flesh would help me cope with the heat down here in this place

The longer I stayed here the more I got comfortable with the person I became

I could of used a friend back then but I guess I was blinded by your endless hate

The only one I have to blame is myself for the way that I just can't relate

I've become numb to the way you talk

Yeah numb, to myself you called it love

Yeah but this ain't that

Cus you're the reason I want to be numb

I feel discontent

I'm numb, but all this hate was made from love

But yea this ain't that so ill just run

Until I can be loved

Riv been hypnotized

By a pretty face

Red lips hide the tongue of a fucking snake

I ain't sleep in days

The mirror looking drained

Waking up, realize, that we fucking changed

Where the fuck did I go wrong, who the fuck am I

I ain't really recognize, that person in the mirror died

Used to skate around with homies now I chase a high

Rivi used to save me now I'm passing him the fucking wine

Chasing vices

Living dangerous

Think I fucking like it

Took a pillie

From a stranger

Man I'm rolling dices

Rivilin'

He on a run

I know I lost my guidance

What the fuck am I gun do, I'm spiraling I like it

Rivilin'

Is this worth what we losing

Spiraling

Feels so good but hurts the same

Rivilin

Is this worth what we losing

Spiraling

Feels so good but hurts the same

I've become numb to the way you talk

Yeah numb, to myself you called it love

Yeah but this ain't that

Cus you're the reason I want to be numb

I feel discontent,

Im numb, but all this hate was made from love

But yea this ain't that so ill just run

Until I can be loved