I Guess I'm Nothing ft. Rivilin Lyrics

I feel like an idiot

Like every single word that out coming out my mouth is shit, lately

I ain't talking its a bitch

Cuz every single word I'm just depressing all my friends, shaky

I ain't wanna face this

Demons in me got a lot of faces

Oh no no

Mental state is straight shit

Some days I aint really think I'll make it

Oh no no

I know they wanna see me on a stage

But know that I am terrified when eyes are on my face

They say my music saved the day

But every single day I struggle with anxiety

I used to want my shoes yeah

But now I'm standing here and fuck my head is still same

Thought it would've changed shit

But now I realize that happiness needs pain

Yeah so won't you tell me what do I mean to you

I guess im nothing I have a feeling I was used

Am I disgusting, sometimes we have to face the truth

I know im nothing, so you drain me out to be reused

You love to cut me down so you know I won't leave you

Till he comes back around and you love to say we're through

I wanna spit you out when will I learn the truth

I'm sick of screaming awake here's a big fuck to you

Cus I am done with being on the low why you gotta hide me so

Like are you just embarrassed of me, I feel like I am nothing

I hear your ex-best friend talk about how much your happier

That's fucking unfair when you left everyone in the gutter

I guess it's time I moved on and just learned to fucking grow

I know I hurt a lot of people on this path you sowed

For me and my best friend, didn't know what love really was

I can't just blame you for everything but the drugs were your fault

I felt like I was euthanized laying on the cough half alive

Stuck in a tunnel vision overthinking trapped in my mind

Makes me feel like im redundant never wanna be by my side

You woke me up at 2 am to watch your veins just collide

How do you think it makes me feel watching a suicide attempt

You know it fucked my mental state you watching me with contempt

Like was this my fucking fault I always tried my fucking best

I knew I wasn't enough I took my chances and I left

Yeah so won't you tell me what do I mean to you

I guess I'm nothing I have a feeling I was used

Am I disgusting, sometimes we have to face the truth

I know I'm nothing, so you drain me out to be reused

You love to cut me down so you know I won't leave you

Till he comes back around and you love to say we're through

I wanna spit you out when will I learn the truth

I'm sick of screaming awake here's a big fuck to you