a d d i c t e d Lyrics

Waking up, don't understand the point of this thing called living

The world is sinful and feeling is sickening

It takes everything I have, and I'm just supposed keep giving?

Frankly I'm fed up and livid, because this life unforgiving

I would ask for help but pride tells me to keep it all in

That's what you taught when you wearing my skin

Normalize and bottle the the trauma that we are akin

I don't think we realize we both mentally and physically trapped in

Save that for later, I don't think they hear me

Let's talk about drugs I'm abusing, maybe then they'll all feel me

Think I'm digressing, off this cess, it's ironic I guess

That when I'm in hell's the only time I'm feeling less stressed

Swimming in this liquor till we faded

Don't pass me the white you know I hate it

Roll another spliff let's keep on blazing

Spark it till we higher than a space ship

Got me feeling good, this is amazing

Want to feel this all the time not on occasion

Take the edge off of this pain and affliction

Got it all under control I ain't addicted

My depression (Don't want to heal it)

My anxiety (Don't want to feel it)

But what goes up always comes down and you'll be shook

Fell in love with finding ways to feel like I'm off hook

Until it all had caught up and my life was almost took

Had it all under control, till that edible had tripping

One night, one life, could've been gone in an instant

Sometimes I feel should have and it's been hard to admit it

Instead of quit it, sparked another blunt to try to deal with it

We all learning to deal with pain and nobody's above the hurting

I ain't saying that it's all bad; except when we lose our purpose

How many people lost, with pain under the surface?

Sometimes substances help but in end is it worth it?

Swimming in this liquor till we faded

Don't pass me the white you know I hate it

Roll another spliff let's keep on blazing

Spark it till we higher than a space ship

Got me feeling good, this is amazing

Want to feel this all the time not on occasion

Take the edge off of this pain and affliction

Maybe I really am addicted