Checking In / Chipping Freestyle Lyrics

Just checking in

Can't say much for you obviously

I'm sure you know that just as well as me

I've been there too I mean that honestly

It's so reductive to say how I feel

(And it's not productive to tell you how I feel)

So I don't speak even when I need

(So I don't say shit, don't say shit, and I know you know it)

I'm sure you know that just as well as me

(Just as well it's me, take you back to hell with me)

You've been there through it all right next to me

(I know things don't go right)

And I know it sounds like

Just checking,

How you feeling?

I know, nothing

I can't heal it

Up I feel your weight off my chest

Comfort trapped confinement

Year I spent in womb I died in

Year I spent in awe what life is

Leashed on cord that birthed me

Take my worthy

Take me back to (purgatory)

(Leave what made me to reform me)

Year I spent in room my angel guided

Out the door my core in violence

Me amore my empty space deep

Shallow dome osmoses into white sheets

New people, nice teeth

Good taste

Long tongue

No feet

Second year post-post-post-post-partum

I leave

And I hate it like I always did

Succeed like I always did

Out of spite

Out of anger

In the night

Out of sacrifice fantasy

I can see

Clear in the dark

So I keep my eyes closed and my ears ringing

Back in bed that squeaks when I breath

Cold with no snake to suffocate

All to put my palm where the pipe leaks

Let you drown when I leave

Weigh me down with that guilt and resent

Running thick in thin blood

And I promise it's no one's fault

And I promise it's no one's fault

I can feel your short of breath from my room

I can hear the ticks you didn't used to have

In this house we're shutting down

I was checking in I'm chipping now