Cluttered And Tense Lyrics

I run my mouth and can't keep up with what I said

Then bite my tounge in self defense

They squishing me round til I fit the mold

I'm uncomfortable my body's cluttered and tense

Looking over my shoulder to make sure no gun's to the back of my head

Do as I say, not what I'm told

In mold my headspace is getting so cluttered and tense

Go to college

Get that knowledge

To make profits

In an office

This really it?

I'm an idiot

Not sure which city

Is the grittiest

And which is the thriftiest

Or what the difference is

In this system, click

Click

Tap, tap

I don't get sleep

Just long naps

Streets or the sheets

I'm not in that

I just mix raps

Til it hit, slaps

Never invited

I gotta be the one to reach out

Cause people only listen to me when I freestyle

I'm so used to rejection it's what I'm expecting

How can I be accepting affection when no one show me love?
Nobody see me so who is there to go above?

I wanna get to world peace, do I know enough?

Well I hope so cause

I run my mouth and can't keep up with what I said

Then bite my tounge in self defense

They squishing me round til I fit the mold

I'm uncomfortable my body's cluttered and tense

Looking over my shoulder to make sure no gun's to the back of my head

Do as I say, not what I'm told

In mold my headspace is getting so cluttered and tense

Once again stuck in my ways

But this time it's not a phase

I'm really not coming back now

Generating burgs

Around all of the words

That speak to me like a cash cow

It's true in seclusion

I'm losing rationality

Might as well ponder my thoughts to reality

Why do you have to be so secret with your tactics?

Why can we only be happy after we're at our saddest?