Diazepam Lyrics

Hiiiiii-Jaaaaaaaaa!!!

Screams held in too long

I`m seeking this realm where my soul belong

God kill me – or i will

S: Where`s your God now – isn`t He as kind as in the scriptures?

I: Well… I`ve praid, but only you've heard me. Looks like I've got to do the job myself.

S: That's wise, He won't help you. Too many sins to compete.

I: True

Mother - forgive me lover

Don't owe you nothing, don't cry at my coffin

Father - why don't you bother

Do you condemn me or welcome me heav`nly?

Please help me – or let me

My flesh is weak and my muscles tweak

Shitstorm in my head and these pills in my hand

Blue or red pill, live or get killed

Haunted by pictures and death wishing whispers

MCP + X Diazepam is next, my eyelids - now so heavy

Don`t bother me just le me, I leave behind my pain

And go turn you insane, all the time you knew

My smile it ain't not true, cuts hurt, rope's slow, gas match, burn - no

Ptsd by railway jump, peacefully is what i`m fond OFFFF

I wasn`t in the sky the stormy wind nor earthquake

Wheter in the fire, but the whispering ans sothing sound oft he wind

Now i shall show you my mercy, so you will praise me for my glorious and kind assistance

BE FREEEE!!

A force pulls me up as my thirst fades

You set me in front of the first place

Now i all i can do is… PRAISE!