NOVACAINE ft. Misfit Soto Lyrics

Turn on the music and I feel it inside of my soul

I never thought this world would be so cold

18 with no father to look up to so

The future looks dim cause there's no where else to go

I see no way out see this life is getting played out

It's the same oh shit day in and day out

Just got a job but they paying minimum wage now

How am I supposed to feed my family and pay this rent now

Eviction notices hoping that no one notices

But all they did was doubt me knowing nothing about me

Nothing ever given had to learn to go and take it

It's a million chances I probably won't make it

But that's a chance worth taking slowly losing my patients

Drinking away frustrations feeling broke and mistaken

Struggles and pain tomorrow's a brighter day

But today I'm feeling numb take me away with this Novacaine

Spitting on that Novacaine

On the Novacaine

Spitting on that Novacaine

Spitting on that Novacaine

On the Novacaine

Spitting on that Novacaine

Aye It's easy when you looking in

From the outside don't even know where to begin

See when you lose yourself you don't know how it feels to win

You taking god up out your life and letting demons in

And then you stuck talking bout what the fuck

Did I do to deserve this I been nearly perfect

No one around when you need em' and you hurting

And then your bitch left you so you feeling worthless

Spend your days crying and the whole time she lying

Going down in the DM with somebody you can't fight it

You pour your heart out and your life is on the rocks

Sending letters to a bitch to laugh about it with the ops

So oh no I do not believe in love no more

But I believe in 4 4s and you watching your tone

Nobody's perfect ya scared to be real

Your music is Novacaine shit I can't feel

Spitting on that Novacaine

On the Novacaine

Spitting on that Novacaine

Spitting on that Novacaine

On the Novacaine

Spitting on that Novacaine

You chasing dreams but live in this reality

So sad to see all they see is a happy me

But never took the time to look deep inside of you

Tired of two face backstabbers that lie to you

They used you for a better them and never you

Left in the rain with mountains of pain and misguided you

Troubles inside of me Solitary Society

Last of a dying breed you'll love me when I'm lying deep

All I want is distance somewhere to go escape

Somewhere far away free but he'll awaits

You suffocate with misery waisting all of your energy

Fighting demons and enemies whispering through this melody

Heavenly Father do you hear me when I call your name

I'm on my knees with tears all I can do is pray

Waiting for those better days to come my way

Immune to this pain paralyzed like Novacaine

Spitting on that Novacaine

On the Novacaine

Spitting on that Novacaine

Spitting on that Novacaine

On the Novacaine

Spitting on that Novacaine