Happy Right Now? Lyrics

How could I feel happy right now

My fucking stupid life just turned upside down

She's something, but I don't feel like it's something I could tie down

She wants me, but I think it's just a comfy place to lie down

She wants me, I don't want her back

How could I feel happy right now

I'm smoking and I'm drinking every night now

I'm soaking in it, I feel like I'm sinking and the lights out

The clock is ticking, I'm sickening of sipping, I'mma find out

I'm trying, but I wanna tap

Oh please, don't pretend that it feels so right

When you're sleeping by yourself all night

You could call me if it feels alright

Oh please don't pretend that it feels so nice

Getting clean in a real cold life

Getting mean, let in real old spite

How could I feel happy now

I could keep it, if I leave it, I could need it though

I can't speak it, can't believe it, if I let it go

Caught perceiving up and leaving if I keep it close

I could leave it, if I leave it

I could keep it, if I leave it, I could need it though

I can't speak it, can't believe it, if I let it go

Caught perceiving up and leaving if I keep it close

I could leave it, if I leave it, I could need it though

I'm not trying to listen to talking or lessons

Just send me to bed like you send me to heaven

I don't get no sleep, when I do it's a blessing

Up 24 hours like 7/11

I don't know the reason, I can't be confessing

I cope with the medicine, call it decompressing

I think I'm regressing, I think it's progressing, you think I'm addressing it

No

You just need the reason, get your peace and let it go

I just need the season, I believe in feeling low

Take your time with grieving, take it easy, take it slow

How could I feel happy

Now

I could keep it, if I leave it, I could need it though

I can't speak it, can't believe it, if I let it go

Caught perceiving up and leaving if I keep it close

I could leave it, if I leave it, I could need it though

I could keep it, if I leave it, I could need it though

I can't speak it, can't believe it, if I let it go

Caught perceiving up and leaving if I keep it close

I could leave it, if I leave it, I could need it though

Oh please, don't pretend that it feels so right

When you're sleeping by yourself all night

You could call me if it feels alright

Oh please don't pretend that it feels so nice

Getting clean in a real cold life

Getting mean, let in real old spite

How could I feel happy

Now

I could keep it, if I leave it, I could need it though

I can't speak it, can't believe it, if I let it go

Caught perceiving up and leaving if I keep it close

I could leave it, if I leave it, I could need it though

I could keep it, if I leave it, I could need it though

I can't speak it, can't believe it, if I let it go

Caught perceiving up and leaving if I keep it close

I could leave it, if I leave it, I could need it though

How could I feel happy

How could I feel happy