post-trauma awareness Lyrics

Like a coffin for my body

In the comfort of my bed

Like a gun but it's whiskey

Taking shots at my head

I can't breathe while my lungs seize

Ready, aim, fire, blow out the smoke

I can't dream when i sleep

It's almost like i never woke

I wonder what songs I'll write When this is all over

Or how many sleepless nights are marked on my calendar

What paintings I'll create when I Remember all this heartbreak

I wonder how long it'll take 'til I process tomorrow

Like a flask filled with poison

Trembling in my hands

Like a jump from the thirteenth floor

And I don't care where i land

It's like a knife that used to carve our initials

Now it cuts thru my chest

When I'm six feet deep cause I wanted more sleep

Lay me down to rest

I wonder what songs I'll write When I'm up in the stars

Or how I'll experience time When my new life starts

What paintings I'll create when I can't remember heartbreak

I wonder how long it'll take

I wonder how long it'll take

Til i process

Tomorrow

Tomorrow

Tomorrow

Tomorrow