my paracosm kills me sometimes ft. Karla with a K Lyrics

Mum I swear, I don't use drugs to harm myself

I just really need something to calm myself

When the voices in my head won't stop yelling

I might need a little medicine

Cause if I fall asleep I propably won't come back

My nightmares feel so real  I'm an insomniac

Even if I'm awake I'm haunted by my mind

The worlds that I create are perfectly designed

I swear that someone's in my head

But mum that someone isn't me

I swear that sometimes I pretend

I'm fine but some nights I can't sleep

Cause if I fall asleep I propably won't come back

My nightmares feel so real  I'm an insomniac

Even if I'm awake I'm haunted by my mind

The worlds that I create are perfectly designed

Cause if I fall asleep I propably won't come back

My nightmares feel so real  I'm an insomniac

Even if I'm awake I'm haunted by my mind

The worlds that I create are perfectly designed

The thing with the control is hard for me

'Cause they make me see visions, so endlessly

Unknown colours, changed forms and fictional dreams

They seem to get real in my fantasy

I wish you could understand heaven's so near

When I numb myself, since it's getting huge, my fear

Of letting people know what I exactly feel

It's becoming ridiculous and so unreal

I know it's not healthy but I can't complain

When I found that method reducing my pain

Sorry but with that one thing you can't help

Just accept my actions, I don't need your help

Ihr Gesprächspartner ist zur Zeit persönlich nicht erreichbar

Bitte hinterlassen Sie nach dem Tonsignal eine Nachricht für Karlita

Cause if I fall asleep I propably won't come back

My nightmares feel so real  I'm an insomniac

Even if I'm awake I'm haunted by my mind

The worlds that I create are perfectly designed

Cause if I fall asleep I propably won't come back

My nightmares feel so real  I'm an insomniac

Even if I'm awake I'm haunted by my mind

The worlds that I create are perfectly designed

Cause if I fall asleep I propably won't come back

My nightmares feel so real  I'm an insomniac

Even if I'm awake I'm haunted by my mind

The worlds that I create are perfectly designed