Seizing Lyrics

I'm just sitting in my room feeling bored feeling bleek

Lookin round and round and round nothin to do nothing to see

Like am I being to dramatic am I losing all my feeling

Maybe I'm the one to blame for all the pain that I've been seeing

I've filled my room with stuff so no one can hear me holler

But with every little object I swear it's just getting smaller

Like I do my best to hide it and to drag the pain out longer

But I swear nothing is helping I just feel like such a brawler

They busted down the door to my room to my life

Started picking my shit up put it inside nothin behind

I tried to take it back put it back those are mine

They just pushed me to the side your not worthy

Bye bye

I was left on the floor feeling small feeling weak

I was crying crying crying no idea what to be

My room so fucking empty don't belong time to leave

Time to drive up to the store buy some stuff rinse repeat

I've been feeling not like myself

I'm not breathing I don't need no help

Not believing my love starts to melt

Think I'm seizing let me out let me out

Things felt so much better as a kid innocent

Like I'd do myself a favor if I went back to then

But the world's way to cruel leave me alone let me live

I just wanna live in peace let me get back to it

Leave my room time to move time to get on with my life

But I'm met at the door with my fear gotta hide

So I crawl under my bed he cannot see me I'm alive

Where you at little boy let me hug you it's a lie

Sweat is pouring down my face where's he at what's the time

Can he see me where I'm at am I safe I'm gonna die

Then I hear my door close what a relief I survived

So I crawl our from my bed I'm so scared I wanna cry

I've been feeling not like myself

I'm not breathing I don't need no help

Not believing my love starts to melt

Think I'm seizing let me out let me out

Things felt so much better as a kid innocent

Like I'd do myself a favor if I went back to then

But the world's way to cruel leave me alone let me live

I just wanna live in peace let me get back to it