IF ONLY, IF ONLY Lyrics

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I appreciate you my bruddah

Just want you to know that, yeah

Look

Late nights

Going over dreams with the team

Yo business

Yo business

I'll be sippin my tea

It's been years

That I let my inner dog off the leash

All a nigga wanna do

Is just ball like Kareem

The minor setbacks

Turned to major ones

I was hoping we'd meet again

On different pages, but

Shit got real

You got older

So did I

Swear my shoulder still damp

From the moments I let you cry

From every nigga letting you down

I thought they was fools

Maybe I was the only fool

To still stick around

No bad feelings

Cause you live and you learn

Or sum like that

Still think it's kinda weak

That both of us had to be like that

But fuck that

Hate when I give love

Don't get my love back

Put trust in somebody

Who force me to take my trust back

I told you all my flaws

You said you loved that

But now it's feelin like dumb cap

Remember when I pulled up on you

First time whippin

Shit was a bucket

But I couldn't wait for you to get in it

Wait to take a spin in it

Look at the way that we did it

Niggas would think we was trippin

To see the way that we ended, damn

Cant even wear some of my sweaters

Cause memories start to play again

Might just end up on yo phone like

"Oops, wrong person

I'm drunk, but hey again..."

And leave the ball in yo court

Or the ball on yo field

Lemme know how you feel

Cause I still fuck with you still

My heart, I'm letting it spill

But you could leave it right here

Pardon me if it's too real, damn

And when certain songs play

I sit there like if only, if only

But I let it continue to play

Cause that's just a wound that still aint healed from the old me, damn...