Snowing in Shasta Lyrics

It feels like I'm addressing a crowd

Speaking 'bout my insecurities when they know way more about than me

Are we so different

I'm so afraid of being past the age I peak, I reminisce more each week

I think about it often

Emotionally I'm starving, hope I find something to eat before I lose sight of my target

In my head I'm stuck at home

Oregon's own, 21 years later same area code on my phone

Somewhere it's snowing in Shasta

I think about what it would be like if I lived there

And not just pass by there when i'm going to Cali for school

But really lived there

I wish I could say there were more times that I've been there

I don't appreciate my home enough

Mama said she wants to move from the house I grew up in

Is that what's next for us

I want what's best for her, but that'd be a tough thing to stomach

We could move to the summits

And get more snow in the winter, make a change so we can say that we've done it

Wouldn't that be something, huh

Wouldn't that be something

But I would hate it 'cause it's change

And you know me, mama

I've always been pretty bad at liking shit that's not the same as what I see everyday

And now I'm hours away

It's not as simple as just getting on planes

I count the days now

That's why I'm scared of seeing old ways break

I'm hardly phased now

Cuz I know what to expect

The stress of working late for a minimum wage check

Will there be snow when I pass through again

Will it fall when I'm around like it used to

Will it make me feel the ways that it used to

Will I ever feel the same as I used to

Will I ever feel the same as I

As I used to