Last Memories Lyrics

Yeah

So I guess this is it, huh

Alright, just gotta find the right words for it

It's farewell, I guess

Yeah, I saw a picture of you and some guy the other night

My stomach had them butterfly's and it was gettin' tight

I started feelin' like maybe it was just part of life

But sadly I would just realize that everything you said to me was all becomin' lies

And this is where I find, myself in this predicament 'cause it would get me crying

Like why the fuck am I the only guy who never seems to get a try

Look at me into my eyes, all I wanted from us was a you and I

My friends tell me to fuckin' move on

But there's something that's wrong, something is holdin' me off

Medicine isn't helpin', your name is makin' me cough

I'm sick of every brunette I see, I just picture you, fuck

I'm just draggin' myself along, every card that wanted to send you, I crumble up

'Cause these holiday's are makin' it harder to move on

All these memories, I wish that they were gone

These moments are so hard to rewind

'Cause I don't wanna go and say goodbye

No matter how dark the sky can be

I hope one day that you'll remember me

These my last memories

I still remember it like it was yesterday

Them thoughts of forever, hopin' that it was meant to be

But then again it may seem like we was kinda cray, fuck it, I didn't care

I prayed one day that you was the one that I saw on wedding day

But that shit went away, just in the blink of an eye

Ten months of drinkin' and cryin', constantly think though the night

It's not your fault you didn't love me, it's my fault that I tried

Felt like I was gettin' obsessed so I'm blockin' out our lives

And just moved away but I sadly would never lose

That feelin' that I got, everything I see, I think of you

From the TV shows and the movies to the songs that I wanna choose

All the white Nissans that I see, I always think of you

But I had to just face the truth, no matter how hard I tried

She'll never be by your side, I guess I'm just not the guy

So fuck it, that's how it lies, I wish she was just the one

Them memories, I don't know if they be gone

These moments are so hard to rewind

'Cause I don't wanna go and say goodbye

No matter how dark the sky can be

I hope one day that you'll remember me

These my last memories

Yeah, I guess we'll never see

That road we never taken, from our memories

Forever will embrace them, gotta let it be, 'cause sadly I can see

Our hearts in separate places, so instead of me

Constantly always chasin', I'ma set you free

Givin' you all the space that you could possibly need

I will stop and just leave, no more just bothering

Please, know that it's all up on me

So this is it, this is how the chapter is closing

'Cause after this, there ain't no way that I'll win you over

Just know that I loved you so fuckin' much

Till the death of me, you my real soldier

Always willin' to put me on your shoulders

When I was down and my back was against the wall

You practically picked me up from the second that I would fall

From the bottom of me, I thank you, though we might be apart

If you ever need me, like you said, just look for the brightest star and I'll be there

I think that one thing that killed me the most

Is that we never had the chance to see if there's really hope

Always seemed like something would stop us whenever we was close

I used to really believe in love, but now I kinda don't

So please forget me for being so outta pocket

These feelings I have for you are so strong and I need'a stop it

So I gotta just walk away and just drop it

Or else I'll probably go nuts and then grab a glock and just cock it

These moments are so hard to rewind

'Cause I don't wanna go and say goodbye

No matter how dark the sky can be

I hope one day that you'll remember me

These my last memories