Out Of Place Lyrics

I've been holding it back

I've been trying to react

But it's so late

I've been lost in your face

Everything else is

So out of place

I don't even know

What am I doing

Thought music is my love

But who am I fooling

I am married to the sound

That it is producing

Always holding me back

Cuz I am afraid of losing

Social anxiety

At it's finest

I am on my knees

And it is a highness

Like high on weed

With ADHD focus

Didn't even notice

I don't even got you

So little time

I am losing attention

Being outside

Is my own detention

I need a life

That can calm me down

I am only alive

When I am under ground

What is going on

I don't see myself

If my mind was a mirror

It would not reflect

I guess it's a defect

That I am born with

But if it bothers you

I guess I am sorry

I've been holding it back

I've been trying to react

But it's so late

I've been lost in your face

Everything else is

So out of place

Why is it so simple

When it can be complicated

So many times that I stated

It is self-opinionated

I was never appreciated

That got me motivated

I'll never be humiliated

All fear is evaporated

I am tired of hatred

It gets me frustrated

Need to keep me sedated

From killing what I created

Need to be compensated

Every beat dominated

Everything is demonstrated

Like you anticipated

So pick a side

If you feel like picking

But every second

The clock is ticking

If you come at me

I'm still kicking

Make a whole song

In one sitting

You may beat me

But not my passion

I am deep down

Teaching a lesson

Since I was a teen

I had obligation

To do what I love

With no explanation

I've been holding it back

I've been trying to react

But it's so late

I've been lost in your face

Everything else is

So out of place