CM2TC Lyrics

I can never be who you thought I was

I will never think how you want me to think

I get a rush from knowing I am self sufficient

Take what I have once again and I'll build more

These are the days when I'm young I would kill for

Yet here I stand in the middle of the ashes

Of once was the light to my passion

You can say what you wanted

Go on cut me to the core

I don't bleed like I used to it's like I just ignore

In time the shield is waiting behind

And when people cross the line

They don't get the same reaction

As they used to

I get so angry annoyed at the small things

Pushing self care to the side

But of all things I know that

It's not helping me in the long run, yeah

Like doing clean up with a shotgun, yeah

That's just overkill

And what I really need now

Is to go find a thrill

To keep my soul around

These memories are like my ether

I guess pain's the best teacher

You can say what you wanted

Go on cut me to the core

I don't bleed like I used to it's like I just ignore

In time the shield is waiting behind

And when people cross the line

They don't get the same reaction

As they used to

I get obsessed with my dreams and my nightmares

Thoughts run away as they float into thin air

I'm dying to see something different than this

I've been risking my life for a moment of bliss, yeah

Saying I'm happy right now would be lying

Days where I wake up for no reason crying

But love is a risk that I'm willing to take

All these promises made

Like a motor they break with time

You can say what you wanted

Go on cut me to the core

I don't bleed like I used to it's like I just ignore

In time the shield is waiting behind

And when people cross the line

They don't get the same reaction

As they used to

You can say what you wanted

Go on cut me to the core

I don't bleed like I used to it's like I just ignore

In time the shield is waiting behind

And when people cross the line

They don't get the same reaction

As they used to