Therapy Lyrics

How are you doing today

I just couldn't sleep last night

I just kept thinking about my past and it kept me awake the entire night

Would you like to tell me more about it

Yeah

You can say my main struggle is abandonment

Since my father fucking left me and he hasn't been

Around in the picture, I've been panicking

It's got me crying, and real fucking mad again

Cause I tried to meet him up, and he bailed on me

My self esteem broke, I put the fail on me

You don't know what it's like for your dad to leave you twice

Jesus Christ might as well put on a nail on me

I don't got friends willing to hear me break down

They rather prefer that I fake smile, mind my business

So I loaded up the pen with ammunition

And took my shot for the cheddar like 8 Mile

Now they all flocking, a bunch of Judases

A couple months ago, they would've been like "who is this"

It's ludacris, people only care when you're successful

And they don't even care for your mental

Have you ever had DCFS on your doorstep

Lied to them, just to keep your family in tact

Same for the cops, plenty times that I did that

I wanted peace, but not for my bro to be ripped back

Summer '17 in the bathroom at school

Thought to myself "what do I got to lose"

Remembered the kids back in 6th grade tried to fucking kill me

Now I'm like "if only they knew"

I saw the blood flow down, I was rushed to the counselor

Wow her reaction was that of an outburst

Ambulance came, heard it rush from the outskirts

Searching for attention, I finally found her

I'm doing better since, but it hurts my heart

The only time that I spill is when I pour my art

Friends, abuse, bullies, my dad

My permanent reminder are these 4 scars