No Way Out Lyrics

I have been far underground

I said I wouldn't make a sound

Padlock piercing through my lips

Suspicious men I cannot kiss

I thought it was all for the best

To keep these secrets to my chest

Mostly I have been alone

Me and my demons built a home

Cuz you can't leave the underworld

Not ever no you damaged girl

I'm mostly pieces on the floor

No exit here but there's the door

Break my legs and twist my arm

You will not cause me any harm

Snap my neck and choke me out

And do not soak your hands in doubt

Use my head as a centerpiece

That would be a masterpiece

Screaming at the wall

And the wall is screaming back at me

Run bitch run

It's your kingdom come

My demons laugh and laugh

As I point that gun

I turn it on myself

Because I'm beyond help

My words are dime a dozen

Put them back on the shelf

This album's my escape

From my mind that I can't take

So I'll write my truths before

I'm bound to meet my grave

I have to get out of here

There's no way out

Satan has me in his grip

On my own blood I will slip

This state of mind is living hell

I can't escape my wretched self

This flesh is prison, locked away

Always keep problems at bay

I'm damaged goods to every soul

Don't believe me, ask the polls

No one wants my misery

They all keep trying to save me

Believe me, I'd love out of this

But I'm bound here, I signed the script

Underworld's the home I know

It's not somewhere you want to go

People want to understand

But then they're sinking in quicksand

Use my head as the centerpiece

That would be a masterpiece

Screaming at God

But he isn't screaming back at me

Pray bitch pray

It's the way to get saved

Wanna be right with god

Before you meet your grave

I do it on my own terms

His respect is earned

You might look twice

If you see what I've learned

I might make that switch

But he left me in a ditch

So if he wants my trust

He'll have to put it in a pitch

God, please take away my pain

I'm begging you, please

These thoughts they are unspeakable

With all the inner push and pull

I've been quiet with my health

I've been keeping my words stealth

But here is where I let it out

You're listening, you chose this route

From break ups to self harm attempts

To each decision I resent

This album is my honesty

My last project was never me

But in this work's where I feel free

With every cry and ever bleed

It's within each and every choice

Which lead me to finding my voice

Now with all that out of the way

I present my album Grey