Numb ft. Dami Mila Lyrics

Know there's better for me

Life a test but I ain't never had no testimony

Make your mind as I walk in before you get to know me

I'm a target, why you think I got this weapon on me?

Things change now

Now you love me, you love me, you love the black man

Left the womb with no rhythm, you tell me tap dance

For a seat at the table and for the advance

Outcome's Malcolm or in comes income for the price of freedom, this is Darden syndrome

Is it worth it? No leader- I need a lead to follow

If I steal with the steel, I still gotta eat tomorrow

Why bring a child in this? Get on your knees and swallow

What more you want from me?

I can't risk my heart so don't you dare love me

Didn't grow up having someone hold my hands for me

Been running all my life, I see feds coming, all cause you scared of me

I'm

Numb to the pain

Numb to the pain

Numb to the pain

Numb to the pain

Numb to the pain

Numb to the pain

All the things that I've seen got me numb to the pain, numb to the pain

Numb to the pain

Numb to the pain

Numb to the pain

Never sold, never trapped, never been a shooter

Sunday morning in service, I'm singing hallelujahs

Dumb nigga chasing brain, know the smartest students

I arrive, tell em go like they drive the uber

Tried to paint you Picasso, you try brush me off

But you let those who don't like you paint your picture

Wearing Louis or Gucci has never made me richer

Rewind those 3 lines it could benefit ya

Wealth don't speak at all

Niggas warming up the bench talking like they ball, learned not to get involved

I don't need money on me to feel more bigger

Same time, I ain't tryna be no broke nigga

5' 8" Ye, 6' 2" Jigga

Money coming my height, I'm a tall figure

Feel like I'm tired of this place

It's like my chest been holding weights and you can see it in my face

I'm

Numb to the pain

Numb to the pain

Numb to the pain

Numb to the pain

Numb to the pain

Numb to the pain

All the things that I've seen got me numb to the pain, numb to the pain

Numb to the pain

Numb to the pain

Numb to the pain

Black boy fly, my life in one episode

I'm on trial, so if I die, let me know

Lost in time but let this foul record grow

Truth I speak is not on Rosetta Stone

Black boy fly, my life in one episode

I'm on trial, so if I die, let me know

Lost in time but let this foul record grow

Truth I speak is not on Rosetta Stone

All that money and you still poor

Loaded weapon or regret, which one would kill more? Tell me what you live for

Incarcerated by opinions

I just want to swim but I see bodies in the rivers

As I look at my reflection, a sad excuse for perfection

A fighting fool in regression, I smile to keep out depression

Loading that Smith and Wesson

Rejection has been a blessing

Heading a new direction and channelling this aggression, try and make a difference

Sick of people who don't need a script to play the victim

I'm aiming and I ain't missing, been cheffing inside the kitchen

That's the juice and the sauce

One of y'all try reach then it's sorry for your loss

Niggas tell me I could run it in my flip flops

Play it cool, no other choice when you this hot

Said once, she'd weight lift it if my dick drop

Then late night, we'd take flights bumping hip hop

But I got dreams of Bentley shopping without thinking what its costing

Record labels text us with capital as big as Austin

I'm just flossing, they said fake it till you make it

Rules didn't apply for the ones who truly made it, who's debating?

Mama said don't go out seeking to be validated

Call me bro but you been acting like we not related

They gon try drawing you out to see you animated

If they can't find a problem with you, fabricate it

Momentary sensations

Phone my biggest temptation

All these bars but it's hard to deliver the message

You not looking out for me, you just looking for leverage

Watch me still shoot my shot just to get them all triggered

Know I got a sweet tooth and the darker the berry

NSG options, which one will I marry?

Get a massage once a week for all the burdens I carry

Avoid people who gon make you say "I thought we were family?"

Eye to eye, still you lied to me

What's even worse was it wasn't a surprise to me

With a smirk on your face like, "It is what it is"

Just bought a new car but you can't feed your kids

God speak to me, what?

This is life now?

We might speak one day, next, you Mike Brown

Sad to say that's what made me live right now

And that's real to me, can't put the mic down

Cork city, my town

Look around

It was made just to put us down but I got no excuse cause I've seen niggas make it out

It's crazy

If I speak truth, you might hate G but still bump Jay Z like he ain't say the same thing

Life a game of choice and I get to choose

And when you black, you gon see red or sing blues

When you try and make it, they gon wanna see you make the news

Blueprint here but it's up to you to make the move, nigga