Assuming Blame Observing Discourse Lyrics

Look

Ever since my inception was seen

I noticed my exceptional skeem

My flow is a ledger

Of a glowing bright obsession with speed

I go and recite scenes of the hopeless nights

And confess the obsecene

Knowing inside that the devil might

Posses me and dream

Of lookin back

Like would you look at that

He laid it down and took it back

The hook and jab that left it layin crooked

Hadn't tooken slack

That motherfucker finally freed himself

Of lookin sad

He finally feels a sense of pride

Mariah get a look at Dad

I'm never satisfied

I'm half surprised I haven't died

I've asked and cried

And crashed and fried

Outlasted being cast aside

I've scratched and pried to catch a high

Demoralized my stance and lied

And never understanded why

I can't just kiss that ass goodbye

But it's defeated me

Repeatedly depleted me

Treated me like I best believe

That I'll never end up free to be

Any less than a fiend

Huntin for Tina's evil deceivery

Leadin a life of illegal things

And a clever disguise that's eatin me

This ain't supposed to be sadness and grief

This my chance to grab me a seat

Span the elites and introduce you

To my planting of feet

Standin up for the badly damaged peoples

Handed defeat

And watch the upper handed happy scenes

Preamped to the beat

I'm a slow implosion

Comatosed from days of doped up hopeless roamin

Caged up in a broken system

Chasin ghosts cuz hoes ignore em

Blowin dope hits sewin oats

Cuz things unfold when hoes is moanin

Legs up with the hope

That dick'll soak em in a gross unloadin

And these deformities'll grope at your will

Approachin the chills of being forced

To deal wit recourses can kill

Your copin skills that consist

Of torches hittin them morsels to chill

So you can dampen all the plans

Inside to abort the surreal

I hadn't planned to see

The man inside seemed atrophied

And panned to be

My complex was a tad untied

Cuz I was short and hadn't seen

The J's and all the lavish cream

Like other people had and keeped

A lower class than most the other kids and all their families