Walk With Him ft. Eve Singleton Lyrics

At times I'm feeling separated

From myself, regardless how I'm decorated

Accolades come out the mouth

And through my ears but I'm hesitating

heavy whether saying if my head a take it

Cards stacked up in my favour

Still I feel as if I'm waiting to be ready later

I've have my power stripped

Every time I had my weapon taken

I would build it back myself from the handle right down unto the tip

And even knowing I could rise above the stress and make it

I still fall into that trap

Put it all up in the back

Of my mental, thinking like…

I'll never feel better, maybe

Even when I demonstrate it

Any evidence been bought

It battles the most negative of thought

That penetrates it

Ugh, good feedback? Fluke

Every idea? Reboot

Scrap it, throw it in the trash

Back to pen and paper

Inside my inner mind digging bigger craters

Take a walk

In my shoes

Parallel life, parallel living

It's not what I do

If you like it all

Come walk beside him too

You can walk with him too

(With him...)

Deep down I know it's untrue

But the damage done, it's really hard to undo

As a child having many friends

But thinking they were with me out of pity

And not because they want to

So now I'm here a grown man

Acting like I'm cool, nothing phase me

When really I've been dying just to reach out and hold hands

Find a way that we connect that's feeling genuine

Anxiety denying my desire in the face of all the evidence

My inner child screaming out

So anytime I'm thinking something's off

Even though I know it's not

Bruv I end up feeling down

On the flip side I'm thinking who is this guy?

The one inside my mirror

Who's been donning this demonic disguise

Cuz I'll be honest, inside

I know the truth, I gotta try my best

And free my inner child on arrest

Take a walk

In my shoes

Parallel life, parallel living

It's not what I do

If you like it all

Come walk beside him too

You can walk with him too

(With him...)

Arguing

With yourself man it's

Hard to win

When it's you your mind

Targets and

The lines blurred

When your mind errs

And your heart begins

And fear got you feeling like it's just you

By yourself, you're a pest, they don't want you

And you wait on other people just to come through

Realising that I really need some love too

I spent the summer walking with my mind playing games

In a back and forth battle all the time, maintain

Some composure, get

Pulverised, recompose, back up on my feet and then I'm thrown again

Listen, been in my position, I ain't lying when I tell you bruv, I'm over it

Trying hard to redirect my focus and

Stop comparing me to standards that would have me placed amongst a state of lame and broken men

When the truth is way further from the boat you're in

Take a walk

In my shoes

Parallel life, parallel living

It's not what I do

If you like it all

Come walk beside him too

You can walk with him too

(With him...)