never felt this Lyrics

Nic (Nick) rush, yeah I'm flyin'

Tryna take the focus off fuckin' dyin'

When I say I'm fine, yeah, bitch, I'm lyin

I ain't ever felt this down before

Nic (Nick) rush, yeah I'm flyin'

Tryna take the focus off fuckin' dyin'

When I say I'm fine, yeah, bitch, I'm lyin

I ain't ever felt this down before, before

Pressure runnin' through my head

I think I need a way to cope

Lookin' all around, I'm alone

Where'd all my friends go?

Smoking numbs the pain

But I wish it was forever, though

I ain't ever felt this down before, before, aye

People say they're there for me

But, yeah, I don't believe it

If you really cared for me

You wouldn't be leavin'

Really sick of all the ways that I've been treated

Really sick of all the ways that I've been cheated

Thinkin' back to the times where no one gave a fuck

Now they come rushin' back as soon as I get up

Yeah, they see me winnin' and they think beginner's luck

No bitch it's talented, hard work really pays off

So now I'm sittin by myself

Thinkin' I should cry for help

I can't bring myself to do that

So I'll suffer with my health

I can't think of nothin' else

Don't know bout my future wealth

All this smoke that I just stare at

I wish I could cry for help

I wish I could cry for help

I wish I could cry for help

Yeah, yeah

I wish I could cry

Nic (Nick) rush, yeah I'm flyin'

Tryna take the focus off fuckin' dyin'

When I say I'm fine, yeah, bitch, I'm lyin

I ain't ever felt this down before, before

Pressure runnin' through my head

I think I need a way to cope

Lookin' all around, I'm alone

Where'd all my friends go?

Smoking numbs the pain

But I wish it was forever, though

I ain't ever felt this down before, before, aye