Since 2005 (Intro) Lyrics

The early teens are years of upheaval and turmoil

Their years in physical and glandular change

New and wider relationships with people

And new inner feelings in the early adolescent

Parents of almost every child find puberty or early adolescence full of problems

As one cycle passes again, I stand on the hilltop

As the dark blinds my sight, as the light shows me

I'm back again at the same place where I once was

Maybe I'm a little bit further down than last time

But I still recognize my handprints on those rocks

Yet all of those cycles wasted to climb again are reduced to a fall

One fall that I again never saw coming, but I've always expected

I've always been scared to fall down

The thought of me falling down has always haunted me since I heard about it

I'm always trying to suppress that fear

Otherwise that fear will overshadow my overall goal to reach the top again

Or what feels like the top

I'll never know how long it'll take

But I know that I will make it back up again

I also hope to know why my next slip happens to know

So I don't slip again next time

But if I end up falling, know that I climbed with you

So far, I've watched you climb and I've seen you slip

But I hope to not watch you fall

Even though I've been here before, I hope to not fall down to the ground

I know that if I do, I'd leave memories, dreams and climbers

Especially you

All I know now is that I'll be back up there in another cycle

Even though I know that in another cycle, I'll slip once again

Or so, what I tell myself

Since 2005, I've been wearing my crown

You weren't born no ruler, just a jester, a clown

They be liking my lyrics but always telling me to dumb it down

I'll dumb you down to a moron next time you try push me down

Cause I've been on top of this

How could I dismiss

This power, I can't resist

My gun is my fist

This music is therapeutic

I'll twist you round like a rubix

Refusing to be too sick

I might catch a cold cause of the way I spit

Spit at you, no god can bless you

I cannot be pleased, I might be deceased

Cause you're a disease, making me go achoo at you

No sir, thank you

I'm good enough to be true

This whole rap game must be new to you

Cause I don't need no feature

Mama said, I need a preacher

I said I'm no believer

I'll teach you the procedure on how to have a seizure on the track without a feature

Start sleeping bitch, cause you're a dreamer

While my dream is to conquer the industry

I wanna be an inspiration

I wanna be on billboards all around the city

I want my voice to be a mentality

I want my rhymes to be literacy

I wanna build my legacy

My legs can see the road overhead

Could I be dead by 25 or am I just over my head?

Better done than said

I need some bread to start off

I need my mind to drop off

You test your lyrics

Like bad WiFi, you're like "on, off"

While I've been there, when you compare

I'm seeing you all stare, no rapper will be spared

When I tick off, whenever I lose my temper

You may think that I've been like this since September, remember

I'm just a young mind, going through old grinds

Staying unsigned, trying to remind

If you become blind to the gold price

You'll stay assigned to get signed

I'll tie ties, strong bonds like a strap on

Sing baritone, you can't carry a tone

Throw me the funny bone

I was cast upon as a castaway

I'll make sure to make my lyrics your suicide note as you pass away

I'll make sure to resonate like a G sharp

I'll always try to rise whenever you drop

Call me dominant because I'm always on top

I'm making essays, I'll keep on writing nonstop

I'm making history, I make art as an MC

You can do the math when you find yourself below me

We don't got chemistry, you won't get a feature from me

You may think your hot, but you're not up on my degree

People get so psychical

It always seems to typical

That every time you hit me up

You think I'm a lyrical miracle

While true, I rhyme here and there too

Really I'm just corny, let me show who you're listening to

Okay

Since 2005, I've been self made, self taught

That one gifted kid that's now feeling so lost

Grew up around music ever since I thought

My mom and dad, they were so glad to hear what I brought

I found music as a way to escape my reality

The pen and pad is my way to leave a mentality

Over time I'd find a piece of peace with morality

I may sound like K.Dot but I only have duality

Let's try to balance this shit out, like a Libra

Don't get scared, I'm a bro, just like amnesia

Behind the lyrics, a guy dreaming of arenas

Let's recap with no cap, let me speak up

In 2016 found Garageband, gave it a test

Made remixes, though it wasn't the best

3 Years later, "Tellus", a weight of my chest

I started writing lyrics and... well, you know the rest

The knowledge that these difficulties are normal and usually only temporary

Helps to stern family friction into more constructive channels

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