Hiruseki Lyrics

Its so nice to hear you finally say it

I admit it I was a bit surprised

I was slightly hypnotized you almost had me baited

I had all intentions of staying with you

Emotion strain an rigor

Makes me not retain vigor making us a tainted mixture

Reflections of the past create a stained mirror

But now the way I see it may differ

So it's time for me to drain the river

You used all my pain and painted pictures

And left me out the frame when hanging fixtures

I see your true colors this must be your natural nature

Pitty parties turn to masquerades and

Make me feel exasperated

I've been more than patient but I'm at my limit

So who can make light of the situation

while at my dimmest

You used to always listen

When I was venting you were my outlet

You took my two cents all I was worth and left me outed

Over Half my life n counting I'm bout sick

So you can cry a river and I wouldn't give a damn about it

Collect the hirusekis you should know

I've dropped gems since the day you met me

But now I'm broke and empty

You won't forget me when I'm gone because

I put all of my energy in motion and it molded to this song

I hope it last forever just so everybody knows about our past together

The connection we shared and why I severed

These ties we used stay up each night I loved to learn

More and more about you I would study every word

At first our love was forbidden my momma didn't get it

So I kept it hidden I was smitten so I stayed persistent

From the bus rides to class rooms and lunch time

I day dreamed and fantasized the day you would become mine

And sometimes I felt discouraged

I mean we flirted but I still lacked the courage

I ain't wanna be divergent

You rarely met a white person that had kept your interest

I promised I would carry on tradition

And I meant it even ruined friendships

They ain't see our vision

I became dependent on a slim percentage then portrayed an image

In a state of grimace

Cuz of you I lost sleep lost me turned into a zombie

Still longing for a taste of belonging

My family never saw me because I gave you all of me

And you remained ornery

Got my heart thumping off beat

Lust pumping stagger to the stature

That you saw in every other rapper

But it's over I'd rather be alone and goin nowhere

Than waste another day tryna lean on cold shoulders

I hate you heh with your politics and fake news

I'll no longer chase you or use you to escape through

I'll make due speaking mines to find a piece of mind

Even if this dream is a thing I gotta leave behind

Just read between the rhymes all I did was have faith

So you can have fame cuz I'm sick of fuckin rap games