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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2021

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I don't even like riding through my hometown anymore

Pass through the shit like a ghost town anymore

Lost a lot of classmates to a drug overdose

You all was young and learning habits because you ain't know how to cope

I was naive I was ignorant to the struggles I was shown

Devil working on my family through the fire I done grown

Heard a jack of all trades is a master of none

Now I'm focused on my music and it's all that I got


Baptist Christian tactics they forced on me

Feel like when I call on the lord he hits ignore on me

Daddy binging instead of teaching me how to be a man

No role models because I rarely ever see the fam

Momma's side never knew me because she's fucking petty

Now I got family showing love that never met me

And if they did I was young so I can't recall

How you going to switch up on the fam trying to chase a god


Never been a family man and it ain't my fault

Life's a gamble I'm at the table just playing cards

Deck stacked against me but never fold

I take a L and bounce back like basketball

I ain't want to go to college I am not Asher Roth

Ten years later feeling like I've been slacking off

Pushing thirty I'm getting older with every breath

If I don't make it with music then I don't know what's next


Atychiphobic don't own the moment I'm scared to fail

Been working regular job dreaming of fairytales

Sometimes I feel like I don't know myself very well

And I can't fucking find a peace of mind anywhere

Looking out the glass of the Cobalt smoking doja

Vibing out to my favorite songs

All up in my fucking bag trying to sing along

All up in my feels wondering where I went wrong


I said it is what it is it's going to be what it's going to be

It was what it was we done did what we did

But don't you ever act like you know me

I just do what I do and just be how I be

Sorry for you if you can't fuck with me

But you can't tell me nothing


Inspiration strikes and then I write until I'm burned out

First love broke my heart then she got turned out

Bitches come and go so I ain't stressing the birds now

She talk a good game all I hear is the chirp sound

Slim waist big butt when it poke out

Outside of these bedsheets it isn't going to work out

Good woman or not little momma you've got to swerve out

Sorry for your feelings I'm one of them dudes you heard about


I need love that I don't deserve but these hoes never respect the curve

And fuck around and get hurt then look at me like I got some nerve

I tried to tell you what it was I was not concerned with no commitment

I got bitches on bitches on a hitlist sorry you was next in line

Will my toxic ways withstand the test of time

Nothing personal shawty I do this shit all the time


I'm a broken soul trying to catch a vibe

If you scared go to church that's some bad advice

Tried to see the light it only blinded my sight

I'm living life in the dark of my prime can't seem to get it right

But it's cool I'm looking into how to cope better

Tired of acting like I really don't know better

Angel on my left to my right that's a whole devil

I'm digging deeper than six feet give me four shovels


I said it is what it is it's going to be what it's going to be

It was what it was we done did what we did

But don't you ever act like you know me

I just do what I do and just be how I be

Sorry for you if you can't fuck with me

But you can't tell me nothing

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