Tightrope Lyrics

Lately

I been reflecting on my mental state

Crazy

How the fuck did I end up this way

Maybe

One day I'll be able to explain

All these unresolved discrepancies inside my brain

Or

Perhaps I'll never quite understand

These complexities that swallow me like quicksand

Got me drowning slow deeper down the rabbit hole

Don't wanna' lose my soul searching for this pot of gold

No

Cause lord knows I wanna' be rich

Prove everybody wrong that said I wouldn't be shit

When I would dream big motherfuckers made me feel small

That shit was hurtful but regardless my heart stood tall

Yeah

Can you tell my thoughts are everywhere

I'd be lying if I told you I was never scared

I'm well aware that this life is unpredictable

And I can swear that my love is uncondtional

Walking on the edge between life and death

I can feel this knife inside my chest

Tryna' catch my breath but life moves too fast

This bleeding heart of mine is seeping through the cracks

And I swear it breaks my heart looking in your eyes

How much life is there left in you before you die

And I cry inside every time I see you smile

Cause I know that you know time is running out

While the sun is out have one last dance with me

If I'm looking down it's only cause I'm panicking

Tragedy and agony ensues us

Imagine we weren't damaged and weren't bruised up

I think I'm finally at a loss for words

So I smoke fill my lungs up with all this herb

So much hurt in my heart got me growing weak

I feel safe in the dark when I go to sleep

Oh, oh please someone notice me

Hold me tight just in case I lose control of me

Fuck

Or maybe I should just let go of me

Cross my heart pray the lord for my soul to keep