Lose Anyway Lyrics

Sitting far away from you but we’re eye to eye

I hate to need, I hate to yearn

But I won’t confide

See your hands run through your hair and I lose my mind

You’d never know even up so close

Cause I’ll always hide

And you know that I, yeah I lose sleep

Over things I can’t control, you see

I’m wishing for more than my submission

But you know that I, I’d rather die

Than confess what I’m feeling inside

Cause you won’t ever be the one

I call home, and I know

That it just wouldn’t hurt any less

No it wouldn’t hurt any less, any less

If I got it off of my chest

If I got it off of my chest, of my chest

So I keep it all to myself

Yeah I keep it all to myself

Cause I’d lose anyway

If I told the truth, either way

You know I’d lose anyway

Sick and tired of being so damn sick and tired

Of my own needs, of my desires

I just want your love

But you’ll just never know just why I cry

Listening to songs about my life

I miss you, wanna say don’t ever go

But I’ve been down this road

And it just wouldn’t hurt any less

No it wouldn’t hurt any less, any less

If I got it off of my chest

If I got it off of my chest, of my chest

So I keep it all to myself

Yeah I keep it all to myself

Cause I’d lose anyway

If I told the truth, either way

You know I’d lose anyway

Cause if I’m going through hell I gotta keep going

My head is on fire, I feel like I’m throwing

My sanity or what’s left of it right on the line

Because I’ve never been good at picking my battles

I cry, I scream, I pray like it matters

I know you don’t love me

That’s why I’m losing my mind

Don’t let me lose my mind

No it wouldn’t hurt any less

No it wouldn’t hurt any less, any less

If I got it off of my chest

If I got it off of my chest, of my chest

So I keep it all to myself

Yeah I keep it all to myself

Cause I’d lose anyway

If I told the truth, either way

You know I’d lose anyway