an ode to the past Lyrics

Thrust my sorrows all up in the smoke, all up in the smoke

Told em I thought I might lose control, I might lose control

See the end, I thought I'll let it go

Can't decide if it's a hoax

Stuck between them friends and foes

Hide the pain with fun and jokes

Don't know if I'm alive or dead, I feel like I'm livin in hell

Always got her to bring me back, being low is a bombshell

She kicked my demons out before I got caught up in their spell

Got all these ropes on me, I ain't never gon bid farewell

Never gon bid farewell

Even though I been through hell

Memories, bad and good, I just dwell

Write it down, I got stories, I'm gon tell

Stories of all the highs and the lows

The lows just be lurking in the shadows

Been in the shadows, got a rose from the shadows

And I rose from the shadows

Thrust my sorrows all up in the smoke, all up in the smoke

Told em I thought I might lose control, I might lose control

See the end, I thought I'll let it go

Can't decide if it's a hoax

Stuck between them friends and foes

Hide the pain with fun and jokes