1,000 tears Lyrics

They say thugs don't cry but I dropped 1000 tears

My nigga laying in that box I ain't picture this is years

I used to be afraid to die but I'm seeing real clear

I can't keep running from the pain the devil watching in the rear

I don't wanna question god but I got a couple questions

Why you taking all the real and keep them demons living reckless

I be crying in the booth be revealing my confessions

My life changed in a week I'm counting days removing blessings

I got pain in my body I got hurt in my soul

I'm hearing voices in my head telling me keep the peace

But I can't go I ain't a sucka I'm a lick then you deceased

Is it a heaven for g lord knows I be sinning

I can't work a 9-5 I take my chances jumping fences

Drinking all my pain away

I can't get high I need another way to elevate

Tell me I'm living in a dream so I can awake

I know I did alotta wrongs I'm gone get right today

They say the good die young why I ain't dead yet

I'm never trading on my mans for the bread yeah

My niggas dying I'm surviving don't wanna leave here

I got you tatted on my arm bra you still here

I'm tired of the rip's

Bra you still with me thinking bout memories